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October26, 2005

feel sexy itu penting

setuju banget! nget!! nget!! nget!!!
ya… walaupun aku berkerudung, I’m a woman gitu… ups, I’m not a girl not yet a woman ding. Trus ? Britney Spears kaleee…

“Ren, CD warna-warni, bergambar kartun, dengan ukuran super mini di jemuran itu pasti punya kamu yah? Trus, bra hitam, kuning, merah, pink, garis-garis, polkadot, itu pasti punyamu juga deh”
Panjang banget. Iya,ada apa?”
“Ya ampun, Iren, apa enaknya sih pake kayak gitu? Muat gitu? Blom lagi warnanya itu…”
“Lucu lagi, Nes. Dari pada CDmu yang bahan katun, yang hampir semua berwarna krem dan bermotif sama. Wek! Lagian nyaman kok pakenya. Dan yang penting, jadi sexy hehehe…”
“Seksi? Kan engga keliatan. Emang kamu mo pake di luar?”
“Aduh, Anes. Aku blom kepikiran untuk ngikutin jejak Superman. Yaa… at least kan kita ngrasa sexy aja dengan apa yang kita pake di dalam. Itu penting banget buat ngeboost rasa percaya diri. Kamu juga tuh, Nes, jangan kebiasaan pake daleman kayak gitu. Tar kalo kamu udah kawin, liat kamu pake daleman kayak gitu suamimu bisa ilfil duluan. Hahahaha…”
“Iya iya… Aku besok mo jalan-jalan. Mo ikut ga? Kali kamu mo bli G-String sekalian, biar ngrasa soooo sexy”
“Ampun deh, Nes. Kalo yang itu tar dulu deh. Bukan feel sexy lagi, ada juga feel kejepit.”
“Terserah deh, aku mo beli lingerie.”
“Hah!!”

October16, 2005

my lovely sweet home… so sweet…

if I can live in my fantasy world, I’ll build my own home. My home sweet home…

rumahku itu…

dindingnya terbuat dari Silver Queen dan beratapkan Delfi
saat masuk kubuka pintu Cadbury
lantainya berkilau dan berwarna-warni Fox
di dalam rumah itu aku tidur di ranjang Van Houten
dan empuknya bantal marsmallow
ketika pagi tiba, kubuka tirai m&m’s dan jendela Kit-Kat
dari situ kulihat halamanku yang penuh dengan Ferrero Rocher
pagar Tobleroneku yang masih terkunci rapat
dari situ juga aku bisa menyapa Tweetyku yang selalu meninabobokan dan membangunkanku dengan nyanyiannya

cho

malam ini aku tidur begitu lelap…
nyanyian Tweety tak mampu membangunkanku…
matahari sudah terik menyengat…
begitu panas…
hingga melelehkan coklatku…
aku baru sadar
aku tenggelam dalam lelehan coklat…
mana Tweety…?
kenapa dia tidak membangunkanku…
aku tak mendengar suaranya
yang kudengar hanya suara…
“Reny, kamu ngga ngantor? udah siang, lho”
…. Damn!!

October14, 2005

how did you change so fast…

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lho… kok…
hiks…
engga jodoh kali yah…
huhu…
jadi engga semangat deh…

but eniwe, tittle di atas jangan salah penafisiran lho…
change yang kumaksud di sini adalah “change”
hehehe…
emang peduli?

October13, 2005

semangat lagi….

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huehehehe… aku posting lagi
it’s 3:43 pm

barusan aku liat di YMnya….
kok nickname dia….
brarti….
jadi semangat lagi
chayo!!!!

sekarang “hiks” ku lagi pergi entah kemana
i wanna sing…
who knows what could happen
do what you do juat keep on laughing
one thing’s true
there’s always a brand new day
I’m gonna live today like it’s my last day

hiks…

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feel so… hiks…
what will happen? what I gotta do?
that call make me thinking
do I have to pass it? it’s not as easy as what I’m thinking…
regret… but it’s useless…
I feel lonely rite know…
I need someone to talk with…
but I have noone
God, I need to talk to You
Ya Allah, berikan yang terbaik untukku…

October12, 2005

scooterist is not a crime

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Tadi pagi pas on the way ke chase (actually di sebelahnya sih, karena bis tua yang selalu membawaku ke Cikarang ngetem di situ) aku liat ada bapak-bapak yang nganterin putrinya (at least itu pendapatku) naek skuter. It’s yellow. Huehehehe…
Nothing special sih, cuma aku jadi inget Andro, my lovely friend jaman kuliah. Dulu pernah di Jakarta sih beberapa bulan, sekarang di Surabaya. Si Bapak “Kepala” ini suka pake skuter anywhere he go.
Andro, aku kangen…. sama vespamu hehehe… Aku pengen dibonceng di vespamu, walaupun bikin kaki pegel dan pinggang rasanya mo patah. Kata Andro sih, aku cewek satu-satunya yang engga ngeluh pas pertama dibonceng di vespa tua yang berplat AE itu. Padahal sih…
Reny juga yang launching jok blakang baru yang sebenernya ditujukan buat his girl yang sekarang ex. Sangat disayangkan…
Eniwe, vespa yang di blakangnya ada sticker “Scooterist Is Not A Crime” itu masih hidup? ko engga ada kabarnya? Semoga sehat-sehat aja yah…
Someday, aku pengen diboncengin di situ… kalo perlu nyetirin hehehe….

October8, 2005

chained question

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It seems like everyone everywhere’s in love
So, where are you
?….

hmmm… kalo aku suka nyanyiin lagi itu… what do u think?
do you think what i’m thinking?

broken

Reny, sudah punya pacar?
Damn!! I hate that question. I’m 21 and I’m single. So what gitu loh??? I’m not the only one in this world. Lagian, aku banyak yang naksir hehehe… Cuma, emang susah nemuin “klik”nya. Sound picky? But I’m not that picky… I just want to find my really “klik”.
OK, sekarang seandainya aku sudah punya pacar, there will be next question… kapan nikahnya? Setelah nikah… kapan punya anak? Udah ada satu… kapan nambah lagi? Anak udah gede… kapan punya mantu?
Nanti kalo aku sudah menikahkan anakku, apa masih ada pertanyaan… Kapan punya cucu? helooo… apa aku masih harus bertanggung jawab terhadap reproduksi orang lain? Apa sebagai orang tua masih juga harus mengatur penyerbukan anaknya?
Au ah, mungkin pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu sudah menjadi siklus yang wajar. Walaupun kadang cuma untuk basa-basi, but trust me… that sometimes hurt for some people… Me? I’m a happy single.

October2, 2005

ThiS is wHo I aM… am I?

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The worker bees of the Zodiac are Capricorns, an ambitious and determined lot who are willing to do what it takes to get what they want. Sounds like this work could be fun where love is concerned, especially if the payoff is silky sweet. Much like the Sea Goat which symbolizes the members of this sign, Capricorn is forever climbing and reaching for greater heights. Where a lover is concerned, the crescendo of dating, romance and mating can be electric, indeed. The Sea Goat is also organized and is happy to craft a beautiful romance for that special someone. Social status is also important to Capricorn, so it’s more than likely that the mating game will involve a healthy dose of glamour and dazzle. The one who wins their heart will be powerful in both the boardroom and the bedroom. Yes, power is a strong aphrodisiac for the sleek Sea Goat, and in return, their lover will get a most devoted and grateful partner.

Romance
The often traditional, somewhat reserved and usually cautious Sea Goat is certain to take some time to size up the stakes in the game of love. Capricorn knows what they want, and once they fix their eyes on the prize, will work hard to get it. These folks are winners and often attract the same. They also like things to be orderly and pretty, and know that they’ll get much more with honey than with vinegar. Focused as they are on appearances, Capricorn is likely to lure an attractive lover and one will give them the full flush of love. Nothing could be sexier! The smart Sea Goat enjoys combining the practical and the romantic, which means that anything a deux is likely to combine both work and play. Toiling with this prancing animal, though, can be loads of fun.

Relationships
Where the “us” thing is concerned, Capricorn keeps the ground rules pretty simple: those with money, power and the trappings of success should step up to the plate. A relationship with the Sea Goat does cut both ways, for those born under this sign will work hard at taking a union with the right person to newer and continually greater heights. If their lover can throw in a dash of excitement along the way, all the better, since the Sea Goat loves a splashy social occasion and the chance to flash some finery. A bit of solidity along with excitement and passion is just the right mix. In the ideal relationship, the Sea Goat is a wellspring of love, a lover who can give of themselves completely and protect the object of their affections. Capricorn’s ideal soulmate is at the top of their game and willing to take the Sea Goat along for this stylish ride.

Love
The person out there wailing “Is that all there is?” a la Peggy Lee might well be a Capricorn, since love can at times be difficult for these folks. This measure of mistrust might well be attributed to a fear of losing onself in affairs of the heart. The good news is that with the right one, the Sea Goat positively blooms in love and is a loyal and devoted partner. When they give, their love is total. Not only that, it’s also delicious for both, since Capricorns can easily engage in dreamy states where their lover’s complete satisfaction is all that’s on their mind. This can mean creating a beautiful home (although it’s likely to be with their lover’s money) or being the perfect partner at a party. Love is a blissful state for the Sea Goat and one which they will work hard to keep.

Sexuality
Behind that cool Capricorn exterior lies a white-hot interior waiting to be discovered by a worthy lover. Splendor beneath the sheets is likely to be a straightahead affair for the Sea Goat, since this practical, earthy sort doesn’t need anything flashy or fancy to get aroused. The arousal here is from being happily in love, since love and sex do go hand in hand for Capricorn. The Sea Goat is a persistent, passionate and loyal lover, so whoever is on the receiving end is in for a guaranteed good time. While Capricorns abhor being dependent on their lover, they would certainly like to be nurtured by them and exposed to new levels of delight. There is no doubting that the frisky Sea Goat can explode with an understanding, strong and libidinous partner.

What Capricorn Needs
The competitive streak in the Sea Goat means that they are attracted to a game that’s fun, and also one which they can probably win. It’s likely that their sights will be fixed on someone classy and sexy, and also with plenty of money and tales of success to turn heads, including theirs. The right partner is also responsive and has their feet planted firmly on the ground, as they do. If the Sea Goat’s mate can both chill them out and bring them out, it could be a match made in sexy heaven. The Capricorn lover sets goals, works hard and won’t be denied. They are ambitious yet devoted, an intense (often internal) flame waiting to burn for the right person. Those lucky enough to latch on will have a winner in their midst, and a fun one at that!

October1, 2005

it’s just the beginning…

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Beginning of October 2005…
Huaaaahh…!!!
this is the day when i’ll start to take a bath once in a day
this is the time that i can’t wake up late on weekend
…i’ll walk alone at 10 pm
“gateway” midnight… may it be a nightmare?
and badly… maybe i won’t have enough time to read
i’m gonna make it…
i will…
I am RENY
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